Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
I close my eyes.
I hope I disappear…
But I know when they open..
I will still be here…
You’ve stolen my innocence…
You’ve stolen my youth..
You try to cover it with lies..
But I know the truth…
Look at what you’ve done!
Try to forget what I saw…
I can’t help but be,
Hurt by it all!!!
I can give only part of me,
My purity you stole..
I can give only part of me,
You took what makes me whole!
I can give only part of me…
It’s all that you left..
I can give only part of me,
The rest you’ve kept!
You turned me into this!
You did this to me!
I feel like I’m nothing..
And from that you feed…
I can’t believe the fallacy..
You’ve placed right in front of me…
You shove me down…
And you stand above…
How can this be,
an act of love?!
Look at what you’ve done!!
I’ll never forget what I saw!
I will always be,
Hurt by it all!!
I close my eyes…
I hope I disappear..
But I know when they open..
I… will….
still….
be here……
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Tuesday, September 15th, 2009
My stomach burns…
with desire…
Just the thought of you…
Adds fuel to the fire..
These visions of mine…
They dance in my head…
Come here my love…
My lust needs to be fed…
Allow my light to pass through…
But not to be transparent.
Look beyond the veil that shadows my eyes…
And this will become apparent..
The dysphoric state.. you’ve created….
Is very much salacious..
Why….
Must you be…..
so….
Contagious?
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Tuesday, September 15th, 2009
If you only knew
Through these eyes how you are viewed…
Then maybe you would feel
Just as sick as I do…
You speak to me with this smirk on your face…
I choke it down..
And the bitterness is all I taste..
I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!
FUCK THAT!
AND FUCK YOU!
AND FUCK HIM!
AND FUCK HER!
I’M NOT ASKING TOO MUCH!
I JUST DON’T WANT TO HURT…
YOU TAKE EVERYTHING JUST TO FEED YOUR DISEASE!
AND YOU DON’T FUCKING CARE!
BECAUSE YOU DO IT WITH EASE!
NO MORE QUESTIONS FROM ME…
I HAVE MADE MY OWN MIND!
SICK OF SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS!
I’D RATHER GO BLIND!
THAN TO SEE ANYMORE
YOU HAVE TAKEN FROM ME!
FUCK THAT!
AND FUCK YOU!
FUCK ALL OF THEM TOO!
I WILL COVER MY HURT…
SUFFOCATE IT WITH DIRT..
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
YOU’RE NO LONGER MY HOME!
CAN’T YOU SEE THAT TO ME,
YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD?
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
CAN’T YOU HEAR WHAT I’VE SAID?
CURSED BE YOUR MISERABLE DIVIDED SOUL!!!!!
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